I know for a fact that I've never been more lost than I am in this moment. I know that I will figure it out, as always, but I think it's going to be difficult. I know that I don't want to leave, but I'm going through the motions so that when the day comes, I'll be ready. I've been blindly preparing and getting things in order so that life can start again. It will get better.
It will. :)
Happy New Year!
